I’ve been thinking a lot of thoughts lately…do I sound like POOH bear?

Anyhoo…Thoughts about my mission, my current existence, my goals, my frustrations, etc…  Overall this October has been filled with un-rest…stress…contemplation…and SICKNESSES!  ICKY!  I know the mental really affects my physical. I also know that the definition of INSANITY is to continue to do the same thing over and over expecting different results.  Thus…my blog about CHANGE on Tuesday.

I am sick of the unrest and sick of the lack of peace…So where do I start?  I KNOW where to start…with GOD!  He is the start of it all and my #1 priority, my first love.  I’ve been neglecting HIM for too long, taking HIM for granted and separated from HIM due to my own stupidity.

The past 3 days I’ve been pouring into who I love the most~ God, Travis and my family and guess what…I feel better both emotionally and physically.  I’ve listened to several amazing messages from pastors I HIGHLY respect to fill my heart and mind with wonderful thoughts about my Jesus, my KING, my Father, my Love!  And that love has spilled over to my DH…I had a GREAT date with Travis yesterday~ The first in a long time!   Because God is LOVE, I need HIM and HIS love in order to have love to give to others.  He holds a stockpile of Love and gives it to us when we give HIM LOVE.  It’s so wonderful!!  God is GOOD!!

I plan to keep going after God; Keeping HIM my #1 priority in life above ALL else…and YES even above my husband and above my children.  HE has to be FIRST!  Because I know from horrible past experiences that when HE is not #1, everything else falls apart!!  I want HIS love so I can GIVE MORE LOVE and have more passion for the all those looking for true LOVE!  I want to really make an impact on this world and there is no way I can do that if I don’t have massive amounts of LOVE!

Thanks for reading this!  I love that I have friends who love me~ I LOVE YOU too!!

God Bless us all!!




12 Replies to “Thoughts

  1. I think we have to do that every so often to get back on track with what really matters, make adjustments and then do it! 🙂

  2. I highly agree! What a tribute you give to God when you speak of Him this way. I love that you’re so open with faith and your love for your friends and family. It’s what makes you awesome. 😀

  3. Thanks and i truly appreciate each and every positive comment!! It feels good to know I can reach others

  4. Michelle,
    Your above post reflects the very reason I was drawn to you in the first place. Not only did you look awesome, but your faith that you are not ashamed to share, spoke a lot to me. I could not agree more with you that our #1 priotity in life must be our relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ. He is the one that directs everything that really matters. He tells us that He will stick closer than a brother. He is truely, my Life, my Love, my ALL in ALL. He is the one that has given me a wonderful DH to share His life with and three wonderful children to train in His ways. What a responsibility!

    Love you and thanks for your post.

  5. Hi Michelle, and thank you so much for sharing this!!
    It’s funny because I’m feeling just like you these days: poor mental attitude, feeling sick and tired, and very confused about my life in general! But you’re totally right about making God your top priority, because usually problems happen when we forget Him! I will recenter my life around Him as well. Please keep sharing your thoughts, we need you too! Good luck with everything, God bless you, Marie

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